As you might expect, there are several motivations when I’m writing up a page.
-keep it interesting
-consider the audience
-build a kind of rhythm
-include some element of my “voice.”
-(and yes, sometimes tease, impress, or titillate)
Writing while traveling I’d wonder…”is this worth sharing? is that an interesting photo, might it open a window to what I’d experienced?”
Evaluating/judging can be part of the process, related to art I’ve made and consider derivative? too silly? am I holding back?
Sometimes I see art, and I am amazed at the choices made, the seeming certainty in placement, color, and so on – and I’m impressed.
Sometimes I see art and think it’s kind of similar to what I might do, the kind of patterns, color combinations and such. And then the thought…that maybe it’s not very good.
Perhaps one of the most concise bits about this is from Martha Graham…
“There is a vitality, a life force, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and there is only one of you in all time, this expression is unique, and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium; and be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is, not how it compares with other expression. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep open and aware directly to the urges that motivate you. Keep the channel open. No artist is pleased. There is no satisfaction whatever at any time. There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction, a blessed unrest that keeps us marching and makes us more alive than the others.”
(This doesn’t mean I agree with all of it. Ms. Graham’s take is rather dire - “there is no satisfaction” - for example. Still, particularly the first few lines are an uncomplicated reminder of my role - make it, release it, let go…and may the channel be open.)
